June 4, 201610 yr I put myself on my feet,no smokes or damned vaping, no more nicotine.NOPE from my last cig on. I promise this to myself; I owe this to myselfI am sorry I let myself down, let you guys down.I needed to get a grip.So here I am, back on the train. I CHOOSE to be FREE
June 4, 201610 yr The important thing is to keep that promise to yourself. Addiction always leads towards self-destruction. It's vital that we remind ourselves daily that we deserve better than what the cigarette offers. Onward toward freedom Evelyn.
June 4, 201610 yr you know the drill, Ev. busy yourself with your guitar. exhaust yourself with exercise. rant on. just don't smoke.
June 4, 201610 yr Author I'm friggin irritated, pissed off, annoyed with GKW: I dunno, need a cheer on. knowing you back me up. This bitch of a neihbor offered me cigs, teasing you should take what you like I got angry I said you say that one more time I'm out
June 4, 201610 yr Author Yup, in my room with soda. I made it through that moment. Anybody have some usefull Joel video's to spit at me to consume? (sorry bit cranky)
June 4, 201610 yr Author I watched: 'I've relaped and I hate it, from Joel SpitzerThat is one AWESOME video, WHY do I relapse, out of yummy lets take a puff, it will help me, I'm so sorry for me and I just need one: for WHAT. NTAP EVER No exceptions NOPE. I fall for lies, sneaking in my head and not coming over here saying 'hey guys I'm romanticising the fags, gimme a hand.' So snaekky nicotine is I am REALLY happy again, now; I didn't lost anything, I don't need fags, nicotine bleh. I need freedom.
June 4, 201610 yr Author Loved the last one, about emphysemia is true but if you don't realise it's not YOU who want to smoke but the addiction ;) that made it clear to me
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