Linda

Trying!!

@Doreensfree I am trying to hang on if I leave I probably will not be back.

@Gus Thanks for you kind words I'm trying but it is pretty hard right now

@Opah as of right now I have not smoked They are in the freezer Just trying to get my head above ground so I don't but thanks

@Opah Thanks for the kind words. Just can't keep wasting everyones time of all the great people here.

Congratulations Gus

Congratulations Diane!!!

@jillar I no and I really appreciate all of you that have, I'm just really in a dark place right now and just trying to keep my head above the water, thanks you have been so kind among many others

@Opah sorry that is not true you didn't see the post about buying cigarettes. Sorry to disappoint so many great people. But the one person who I could help me has not reached out But most of all disappointment in myself

@reciprocity yes I did, trying to take myself from where I'm at.

@jillarI know the ball is in my court, and I wish I was that strong but I'm not right now. And I can't waste anymore of all time of all you kind people trying to help me

@BKPSorry for all your losses and difficulties, and thanks for the kind words. I know I am the only one in control of this and right now my control is in the dark hole

@jillar you are probably not wrong, infact you are probably right.,but I can't keep doing this thanks for the support

Thanks is cat girl for the kind words

Switch your mentality from I'm broken and helpless to I'm growing and healing and watch your life changes for the better

We don't meet people by accident everyone is meant to cross our path for a reason

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change the courage to change the I can and the wisdom to know the difference

Some of you know I was really struggling last night. I did go and buy cigarettes last night, have not smoked at yet but I am very close to doing so.

Still trying to figure out how to deal with some problems I'm dealing with. My positivity is slipping away. I really need to find it

Thank you ❤😀

Thanks @Doreensfree

Thank you everyone you helped me last night!!! I really was on the edge of the cliff having with one hand. This am at least I am hanging on with 2.

I know but it should be getting easier my willpower is getting thin

I'm going to try to go to bed soon because I not to be able to hang on much longer

Not much but I guess I have no choice