Linda

Thank you everyone you helped me last night!!! I really was on the edge of the cliff having with one hand. This am at least I am hanging on with 2.

I know but it should be getting easier my willpower is getting thin

I'm going to try to go to bed soon because I not to be able to hang on much longer

Not much but I guess I have no choice

Radish

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Remember anyone can love you when the sun is shining in the storm is where you learn who truly cares for you

Thanks Gus it has been a day!!! Thanks Jillar you are so kind

Congratulations Steve

@jillar no, but I am usually a person who has their shit together for goodness sakes I worked in the back of the ambulance for years an handled horrible crisis. My emotions are like out of control. And don't like it at all

@jillar No not yet, thats what bad.

I know I've been here before but I losing it tonight. Friend just tested positive with covid already lost some to the virus.Just got a call from my friend in south Carolina she's at the hospital she fell and broke her arm bad brake and the only one with her is her son you has a mental disability and can't drive. She has no family or really close friends she has only been out there for about a year. I know I should not be falling apart. But I also had other personal shit going on today on top of that. About at my last straw. I no smoking won't help but damm I want to. Sorry for the rant but I don't want to cave. I'm sorry I'm here again.thanks for listening

Is it ever going away??? Have already lost friends to this damm virus. and another friend has just tested positive. Its been a crappy day and it just of worse. What is wrong with people not taking this serious? Time for me to break out the wine!!!

Nope

Your struggle is your strength If you can resist becoming negative bitter or hopeless in time your struggles will give you everything

Today I'm at peace and my mind will no longer analyze the past or stress about the unknown ahead I am present in the moments in front of my eyes

Even a glimpse of light can make a difference in the darkest room don't lose faith the light will find its way back into your life

Be the reason someone smiles be the reason someone feels loved and believes in the goodness in people

@Doreensfreetrying to change the attitude but I'm Trying to be kind to myself and other people also and sometimes that just gets me screwed. I'll get there sooner or later. Thanks for letting me rant again

You are good enough smart enough beautiful enough strong enough believe it and stop letting insecurity run you life

Having a bad day today staying positive!!! Not even sure why! I need to get out take a walk or do something fun and exciting instead of wanting to smoke. As soon as I figure out the editing thing to do I'm on my way lol And I know its not smoking but Damm!!!! Today has just been kinda crappy

Sometimes in life we just need a hug no word no advice just a hug to make you feel better

@ReynjoeYou can do this I have faith in you one day at a time

I totally agree with you @Opah

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