sammie

Ok. Ive just woke up, logged on and see all u lovely peoples comments on my post and blog and im more revving to go than ever. I didnt think typin out a few words could be so theraputic! So i apoligise now if u get bored of me lol right then, lets get this day started and see wat it brings!

So here is my first blog entry! So day 2 is practically over and i have survived the cravings so far. Am kinda feeling powerful right now as have had a couple of horrible cravings etc earlier but i dealt with it and i won! Sam 1-0 Nicotine! Go me woohoo! Am ready to face day 3 tomoro, bring it on man! Bring. It. On!! This site has been amazing so far. Didnt realise just how theraputic it would be to submit posts etc but it really is! Thanks marti for showin me the way! Much love and strength to everyone, but also to myself! Excited for the future xx

Thanks everyone! Cant get get over just how generous and encouraging u all are! Earlier was i had a lil wobble but had a bath which helped relax, but then early evening i was struggling again and felt ready to explode but i took myself to my bed, laid down, shut my eyes and breathed deeply for approx 20 min. Really helped! Cant believe day 2 is nearly over. Im in bed now waiting for sleep to catch me, ready to crack on with day 3 now! Xx

Well here goes day 2! Lol cant believe i got thru day one but yay!! Here i am lol thanks for all ur encouragement, feels amazing knowin that u are all there to listen to me!

Thanks everyone! Means alot! Day 1 nearly over! Looking forward to tomorrow! Lol

So, here goes... my name is Sam and i have been a smoker for 19 yrs. As im only 31 this is over half my life! I want to be a better role model to my daughter, as well as benefit from health improvements and having more money! But most of all i want to do this to prove to myself that i can. I have "tried" to give up a few times in the past but never any serious attempts. This time round, i dont no, it just feels different! So any help, advice, tips or wateva, feel free to message me! Thanks for reading x