Leaderboard

Woke up this morning feeling different cannot explain it just different - relaxed almost bonnies thread about her 13 cigarettes made me think about my 3 I have been hanging onto I kept them to keep up my fight as I had something physical to fight I have realised the fight is in my head I drowned them today and binned them - no emotion to it at all No longer feel scared or need to fight - I think thats why I feel relaxed it`s like an end of a battle It feels weird but in a good way :)

So these blogs are extremely boring, meant only to keep me on the straight and narrow for my diet. Sundays are the toughest days for me, b/c not at work but gotta stay on the path. So far so good. For my cheat day Saturday I had a tonnnnn of cookies. It was great.