October 28, 20178 yr 6 weeks in and first bad, real bad cravings. Staying home, close to QT and reading, watching videos...if I would go out...would struggle. I am stronger than this demon...no junkie will break me..i got this??
October 28, 20178 yr Author I dont think I will smoke but I want just a puff.. wtf!!! Not going there
October 28, 20178 yr Sorry I late..time zones !!! Well done for staying strong..and out smarting the nico monster... Keep winning your battles...it will get easier..see you in the nope posts ..x
October 28, 20178 yr NOPE daily. dont take another puff! Stay strong darling, the urge will surely go away youll see.
October 28, 20178 yr Author Made it through but damn the demon fought a good one. Cant wait for my quit to get more time u der its belt!
October 29, 20178 yr Push ups. Do push ups till tired. Too much sucking wind to want it then. And the exercise will make other parts all tingly
October 30, 20178 yr Glad you made it through Jess. You KNOW smoking would only deflate you and put you back to square 1. We don't want that do we? You are stronger that this evil nicodemon and you CAN beat it! You are still on the roller coaster part of your quit. Things will look brighter tomorrow so hang in there. It does get easier with time if you just stick with NOPE!
October 30, 20178 yr Jess, I hope you can give yourself the credit you so deserve for hanging tough through that rough patch. I have been there myself so I know what you're going through and how hard it can be to set your determination firmly in place when you're feeling so unstable. So... Kudos to you for hanging onto a winning mindset and facing down the demon! You're awesome...
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