REALLY I did not saw this coming, some who follow me on my facebook may have noticed I'm madly in love with a neighbor well I seriously have the first relationship, well where I'd walk thru walls if I had to, to safe him.... vice versa: he was there in my darkest hours. While 'sweetheart' ex-gf blamed me and then put herself in a lager crisis, blaming ME: rule number ONE I am responsible for MY own actions, so are you so never blame me for your sh*t. I threw her out, she's toxic, yep took me quite the years *roles eyes*
But I am astonished; 1 by the fact I fell in love 2 he did too and he's such a kind man, full of repect but a cut the crap attitude... Ladies could no one ever have told me no not ALL men are evil-bat-shitting-you-know-what???

I am not love-blind, I am realistic I set my boundaries and we build each other up.

Bakon, WHY didn't you told me before??? Seriously :P

My therapist once said 'is it practical to stay afraid for half the population?' Hell no.

I amaze myself, friends, my bf guess I never dared to take the risk, but no unicorn fart rainbows etc. Just wow.

Ok, I'll shut up :P maybe some start to puke by now ;)

But hey my dad in his urn can fart all he wants he has no power over me anymore ;) Do not believe the shit he told me, not any longer. 

I have a happy life to start :D

(Oh and I am a motormouse now too, we drove into the city, me behind... first thought EEK, then hmm I like this) 

(btw he's the vaping, technical guy, that cooked for me ;) )

Happy for you sweetie.  There are many wonderful men in the world.  Glad you met one of them.  

Thanks :) Jenny, if you look back 2 years ago-- you'd never EVER thought I'd come THIS far, I amaze myself even

How lovely for you :)

I knew you would switch teams.

 

Danglers for you.

 

But love??? You rush too much.

No rush, I swear... I'm a diesel remember ?

babs is smiling ear to ear reading this!!

So am I

I am happy for you, really I am but...

 

Hold a little "something something" back ok, in your heart I mean. I like unicorn rainbow farts as much as the next chick but I want you to be ok ya know.

 

And happy.

 

x

I am happy for you, really I am but...

 

Hold a little "something something" back ok, in your heart I mean. I like unicorn rainbow farts as much as the next chick but I want you to be ok ya know.

 

And happy.

 

x

It's learning, finding MY own boundaries, what do I want, expect, need, I noticed I need space-- there's nothing strange I can tell him. I've been outta my strrenght lately, but back in the saddle. Despite the cold :P

It's hard work, not just rainbow farts Marti. I realise that and thank you for caring.

BUT and I can only describe it like this: with Diane she was under a bulb of glass, unreachable... Steve's halo I feel, it's there... is it tough yeah, for him and for me, WTF living in one house officially one rental rooms with socio's not so happy with this ;)

But I am high senstitive, I do needto learn a lot of love shit but I do know he's orth the effort :)