I went to sign into qsmb, and my account was suspended. I dont know what the **** that was all about. I rarely sign in for anything. Punishment too late. That was like a spanking for spilling milk weeks ago.

I tried to talk to a friend, but you know how that goes.

I hate everything.

And everyone.

I just cant take this much shit.

I feel alone. Lost. Suspended without hooks in my back. Im just floating.

Im not smoking..but I may. I dont see the point in trying to do something good, when everything else just stays the same.

 

If you rarely sign-in to the forum - screw it.

The best friend you can talk with is your higher self.

This too shall pass.

sorry about that Cheri but there is no reason to smoke....it's your junkie talk trying to convince you that it's okay to smoke...that somehow smoking will get even with all the people who piss you off so when you do....you can blame others.

 

I call 

 

B U L L S H I T

 

sorry

 

NOPE means not one puff....ever

 

Not...Not one puff until somebody pisses me off

 

Now straighten up your big girl panties.....and embrace the suck

 

this too shall pass......

I promise....

 

but if you smoke....the HELL will not end

dont' smoke. 

I'm the worst support ever right now.  sorry, but don't smoke.

 

take care of you!

Hang tough Cheri. The 'suck' is a pain, but all you have to do is wait it out.

 

Your patience is rewarded.

 

You can do this Cheri.

after reading this again .....this morning ...I feel like I was a little harsh.....and that's usually not like me.  Actually I sounded a little like sarge...haha.  

 

Cheri I am sorry about all you are going through but I promise it's temporary and it's the addiction that is trying to convince you to smoke...I hope you just laid down last night and stuck to NOPE

You werent harsh.

I didnt smoke.I went to bed.

I still hate everything though. :D

You werent harsh.

I didnt smoke.I went to bed.

I still hate everything though. :D

Yay!!! And that's how it's done girl!! Hate away! Just don't stick anything in your mouth and light it on fire

Well done Cheri!!

Hi Cherri. Sorry everything is so rubbish right now :(

 

But smiking will make it all even worse! Don't add to your worries by smoking!

 

We will be here for you :good:

One of my favorite threads from another member in the beginning of my quit had the title "everyone is mean and stupid." It summed up how I felt exactly. Boy was I very angry in the beginning. Try some exercise or some meditration/trance videos on you tube.

 "everyone is mean and stupid." 

LOL that is EXACTLY what i think.

me included sometimes. :D

i just really feel though i dont sign in often, when you are struggling and looking for reads, or support, that is a ******* shitty thing to see.

especially WEEKS after the fact. the last post i made last week sometime contained nothing bad at all.

then BAM. I dont get it. i prefer my spankings hard, and immediately, thank you.

annoying.. whatever. today is a better day. 

Yay!!! And that's how it's done girl!! Hate away! Just don't stick anything in your mouth and light it on fire

Well done Cheri!!

How about sticking things in someone elses lower orifices and setting it on fire? is that acceptable??

dont' smoke. 

I'm the worst support ever right now.  sorry, but don't smoke.

 

take care of you!

 any support was good. i hope youll be okay as well! ..hugs..

How about sticking things in someone elses lower orifices and setting it on fire? is that acceptable??

Well it will probably get you arrested. But at least you won't be smoking. :)

Stop wasting your time and energy focusing on the negative bullsh*t

 

Spend your time focusing on the good things in life...the things that make you happy.

 

Smoking is stupid and will make your stuff worse.

 

Today...of all days... is a good day to focus on the good stuff you got.

 

Keep on keepin on

Every crave is a sign of victory.

 

Every hour not smoking is an hour when your body can recover.

 

Life is getting better second by second Cheri. Keep going!

How about sticking things in someone elses lower orifices and setting it on fire? is that acceptable??

 

Nice.