G'day Jo

I read your post ....heart in mouth.

Yep triggers Yep thyroid.

But why did you stop. Why did you not tap the card.

You and the Nico friend, could be.... well. Out the door. 

I recon it's that time in the relationship breakup for Hate.

Its a breakup. Breakaway. Whatever, it's time for you to hate!

Really Truelly, Hate. 

Realstionship? No. addiction.Time to realize it's a one sided relationship! But this time you are in the "drivers seat".

GoodOnYa Jo

Maintain That Rage!

Chris 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It took me a good 1 year to be indifferent to smoking. So ocasional urges might occur i guess. Keep fighting the good fight buttocks, you´re almost there!

Hi Jo

 

Thanks for the warning I was thinking of taking up sewing but if its as dangerous as you say im not gonna.

 

Thanks for posting this warning. 

2 hours ago, Cbdave said:

But why did you stop. Why did you not tap the card.

 

Because I didn't really want one and I knew it, I think I just wanted to be self destructive for the sake of being self destructive.

   Its like a part of me doesn't think I deserve it when good things are happening (like this quit being so much easier than my other one) and I need to sabotage myself because I'm not worth it.

Because I wanted to do Fluffy's Lido Deck Woohoo post

Because I knew I was being stupid and ridiculous

Because I didn't want to hear people say, Oh we new that wouldn't last

Because, never, ever do I want to do this bullshit again.

Because I decided that I deserved to respect myself enough to not be a d1ckhead.

Jo, we are so close in our quit dates that your post made me shiver. That was close and you really played with fire, but you showed yourself you’re stronger than that, stronger than you yourself think. You are one of the most precious people, remember that!