Evelyn

Oh u where are we left then :D:P

You too hun!!!

Oh that, yeah dunno what that is about???

No bakon, I SEE you, I SEE you, you are real!!!!

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... seeying all the oldies back; Bat, Simba, Sarge, so many who *poof* vanished and appearently couldn't log in anymore hurray for MQ for fixing it. GROUPHUG!!! Good to have you all back, you better stick around!!!

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Go sneeze your nose Bakon!

:D see ya all tomorrow with a hang over :P Have fun!!!! :D Oh and no murdering mother-in-laws!!! Capiche?

Oh... Turkey Day, it is I have to buy a ticket a fly in but I'd love to be there ;)

What the heck does gobble mean? Do I even wanna know??? I see turkeys flying over Facebook all day:P

I'm in balance It's not on my plate (indeed that flying Turkey) Will not pull it on my plate!!! My space is negatiproof And my piggies are all content :D Out.

I'm no exception, you are neither, Bakon isn't and Jenny is not. We all thought we looked in the mirror and saw a dead shadow fearing we'd never conquer. The truth is is lies within us. All smokers are surrounded with lies by the smoke lobby, and addiction does the trick it let us keep thinking we could never break the chains. I think many underestaemate the power of the mind. Easy Peasy right? I believe 98 % of lotsa things in life lie in the mind, Thoughts are a huge weapon (in mind) and I really think 85 % of the people don't realise how much they influence or can influence their way of coping / seeying things. I never knew a lot(most) of my emotions were influenced by so many things but since I've recognised myself as an empath I can change the length of my respond on something for example if egghead (from MY house) disappears and leaves his duties, tasks and sh*t I USED to be so pissed off it bothered me the whole morning, today I interfered my thoughts bowing them into *not my bussines* you know what I mean? You can be affected in my case as an empath in your beginproces as a quiter and CHOOSE to change course. Many have said a craving is only a thought not a command. Personally I'm starting to begin to grasp the power of the mind. So THINK. Choose to think differently. :) Or you can skip this blabla and just think Easy Peasy ;) just wanted to give an example. You think I'm so strong. I think I'm a weasy, I had to leave my piggie at the vet in their care as I practicly emotionally collapsed, in my effort of savinghim.My strongest is my weakest point. :) Same there for you, use it in your advantage. Form your thoughts, choose them wisely and life will throw hairballs at ye but positive thinking is the battle already won :) Now keep going, you're doing great

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Thanks Sarge, I only wanna celebrate the lido deck and the years :D

Whohoo, waves flag, over here!

Oh men you Ross probably explode whenever Tasha moves toe, most daddies react the same in this stadium and I am very excited for you

I woke up and the first thing I thought was '11 months free' I amaze myself. But somehow I don't care as much as before. Important yup but I think 25 December will blast 1 year I'm getting closer and closer. And funny I rarely think of smoking myself. Just can get absoluty pissed if a housmeate takes shag from my neighbor who's mentally handicapt and can't see no. heard her snek around for days. QUIT ALREADY BITCH! Ok, but I my BEST 11 anniversery present is Guus surviving and getting well after being deadly ill. I can hug and squeese that little pig BOY and his girls are more active now he's back. Funny today the 'socio's have arranged a surprise for everbody, nice detail on this date :P Not much smoking news ;) actually feel guilty for notbeing around as much but I don't want to make it an vivid issue. So NOPE. From a happy ex-smoker

He's better and the real bloke again

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Going to pick up GUUS whohooo he's one kick ass strong piggie

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Might be long :P I got alarmed Friday evening, Guus was terribly ill so I took him at 9 PM to the vet. Gas tummy, ususally deadly within 24 hours if you do nothing. So painkillers, something to get his belly working again, and force-feeding (he wasn't eating) Sunday 4 PM he sat there motionless, I really thought I watched him dying but he revived and started eating and drinking. this morning he was still alert again and eating well but blown belly so I went to the vet... he needed cat anti-hairball paste to laxicet and probiotica, he really did not like that and put a fess. I cried so much and decided to leave him invets care so she could give him the meds, more objective and truly I just couldn't take it and if I would be an emo mess that would not help him :) GOOD NEWS. He's eating, drinking, alert and curios; his belly is no longer blown and doesn't seem to hurt. He hadn't pooped she'd expected him to do so during night or tomorrow. Right now I have the hope he will survive it and hé'll be friggin be kept in on his weekmoney if he has to stay longer :)He is one huge expensive piggie but men boy do I love that little boy. Also news on moving. Maybe going to look on a home this week???? A lot of room, might go FAST so if I'm moving before Christmas I'm not surprised :P oh and my anniverswry is on the way lotsa stress so this was why I was absent

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hey cookie i lost both parents from lungcancer :( they both smoked. Welcome and take off asap.