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That's pretty much where I'm at. NaNoWriMo kinda scares me a little. But I think I'm going to try it this year.

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Everyone's still here for you. Time to pick back up and quit.

I'm bipolar so I suffer from depression at times. It didn't really hit me hard until after about a month, and then I was just out of it. But once I pulled out of it my cravings lessened big time to being almost gone, so I think I just had to go through that. The first three days my depression really kicked my butt too.

Congrats on 2.5 years!

I've gained 4 over the last month and a half. And I'm actually underweight so I'm glad to be gaining a little weight. I don't think I gained weight until the latter half of my quit though,

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Today I had a nature day. I went out and photographed a few clovers and dandelions, then the trees that were in bloom before and are in leaf now. Then I washed my leather jacket (cats had peed on it when I first moved into my parents' house) now that I have the special leather soaps and conditioners. Found out leather dries really slowly. So I played in the plants. Ran my hands over the tops of the grass, through some soft weeds, and through some feathery ones. Thought of smoking once in the morning, but so far that's it. I'm one month two weeks into my quit, and I feel great. I didn't go out of the house much when I was smoking, and when I did, I wanted to be back home getting a smoke. It really feels my days were cut shorter when I was smoking. Now I'm still trying to figure out what to do with my time.

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I can't believe I missed this thread! It must have been during my depression or something. Congratulations you two! I hope you're very happy together!

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