Tink

pmsl yep thats when i ran in :)

im going to take pictures of rez while he eats it lmao in my favour is he has not had it before so does not know what its supposed to look or taste like - yep im hanging on to that one :)

:lol22: i think rez with sign in and bring back a takeaway lol

ta da

I have not seen bisto, bovril or oxo here yet I put some A1 sauce in it its between a worcester and brown sauce by taste, not too bad but aint gonna win no beauty contest lol im going to take a picture of it as evidence oh I also used a sweet potato mixed in with the mash oh and lumpy mash as I dont have a masher yet think I will just file under disaster lol

Im going to tell him I have sore elbows from scrubbing the floors all day he will never ever know I was on the computer in the sun all day and burnt his dinner and my elbows in that big ole american oven trying to rescue his dinner :) Until he signs on of course :) But sharon your story is more out there so im going to go with that lmao

Oops making a shepherds pie for dinner rez first taste of UK comfort food got engrossed in the train now have to pretend the burnt bits and two burnt elbows are traditional! Back me up UK ers lol

indeed dd I understand completely its a roller coaster we take the highs with the lows you are doing just fab xxx

Jackie you are stronger than you know one step at a time hun learn from the past but take it forward now when I last relapsed on my previous quit it took me years to get back up and I regret it every single day but am glad where I am today onwards and upwards hun is right xxxx

you keep holding on DD I trust these people when they say it gets better we just got to hold on hun we have to go with the flow xx

Careful what you wish for lmao ;) Do you know any self defence? If not then go do a class so next time an ass is an ass kick him in the ball games are good :)

ok you and me in sumo suits bouncing and whacking the crap out of each other and just for fun lets throw in some olive oil and see who catches who first addiction is a bastard but jackie we are captains of our own ships now steer yours into port girl the longer you leave it the further the shore you can do it hun we know you can do it and so do you xxx

Aww look at the fluffy kitten wait til bowling ball bakon turns up he will do back flips over your avatar but dont worry if he asks for a naked selfie its all part of the kitty fetish he has this will all make sense in a few days :) Welcome to the train eventually your brain will catch up education and support is the key stick close to the board and listen to what sometimes is hard to swallow advice in the beginning but they are right lots of diversity here but its a quit family, be honest, be open post and the support is here in bucket loads congratulations on your quit

they give you these green bin bags on the boat to stop you getting wet lmao what a joke i think i nearlly suffocated :P

Ladies I confess to posting the best picture, catching flies and drooling is my speciality ;)

I like number 2 sounds like fun but will stick to number 10 :)

Awww jackie you little star I am mush right now to read your post so happy you are back hun xxxx

oh my lmao doreen I passed out as soon as head hit the pillow crazy scottish canadians finished me off with sambucca shots no smuttiness not that I remember anyways lol

too bloody close ross I am so angry with myself right now but I know its junkie thinking and I know what I have to do and rez knows me well enough to know he cannot save me its something I have to do myself I never want to get that close again I am my own worse enemy but im also my best solution when I quit my new freedom gave me confidence in going for a career in conservation im not academic but I dont mind getting my hands dirty and working up a sweat so am going to volunteer even if its ditch clearing I dont care this will get my mind back on track also some tough love wont hurt :)

its good to go back to the beginning if needed, this is a good thread written in your own words bumped

our dentists would not do anything to the tooth until the abcess was gone they would put us on antibiotics first - its the worst pain i feel for you hun I used to use pure clove oil tastes like crap but it helped xx

nor me i cheated :)

0100 0011 0110 1111 0110 1111 0100 1100 :)

I am being proactive to eliminate the cause today i am sending in applications to volunteer at an animal shelter and the metro parks :) tend to the cause not give into the addiction is my thinking :)

Yay wiley 7 months awesome So glad you are here xx