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I Lost my grip and I fell

By JackiMac

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The junkie is always with us, and I gave him room to breathe, not knowing how fast and lethal his grip on me would become in a matter of seconds, what I take from my fall is to always guard my quit, to remember that however bad the crave is to begin smoking again is really bad, I do not want to be a smoker I want to live my life smoke free, I want to be free from the demon inside but I now understand that underneath the surface he will be lurking. I will get through hell and heck week and understand my addiction better, tomorrow brings a new day, one where I will hold my head high, instead of puffing away furiously, feeling sick and stinking of smoke, the addiction sucks and to carryon smoking would suck the life from me. I must commit to NOPE every day. I'm brushing myself down and telling myself onwards and upwards

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    Tink

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    Jackie you are stronger than you know one step at a time hun learn from the past but take it forward now

     

    when I last relapsed on my previous quit it took me years to get back up and I regret it every single day but am glad where I am today

     

    onwards and upwards hun is right xxxx

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    beacon

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    Here is a lift up, back on the train, with a first class seat

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    You may have fell but you got back up, dusted yourself off and started climbing again. I am proud of you Jackie.

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    Still winning

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    So, so proud of you my friend. xx  I took 14 years, you took a day, epic strength of charecter and shows you really want this non smoking life!  Straight back on, atta girl! May I suggest the NOPE and fake it till you make it approachs, they work well together :) xx

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    Jenny

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    I'm so sorry you fell but am so very proud to see you get right back up.  Keep marching and learn from this to help prevent the same in the future.  The only way to quit is to never smoke.  Ever.  Do what you need to do accomplish that goal and you will be successful.  Guaranteed.

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    sharonsiff

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    Jackie, how's things? How did it go at the doctors? Thinking of you xx

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