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Why the f uck do they keep scheduling me for lunch interviews? I can't stand f ucking lunch interviews. Who wants to talk and be cool while shoving f ucking food into your mouth. F uckers!!!

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I feel like wrapping myself up in a blanket today... eating bon bons and watching Beaches. Just jokin... and Bakon... I eat people like you for breakfast :o Folks who try to act too manly are usually the ones that are the biggest p*ssies. Just like the dudes that always talk about having the biggest willies... usually look like scared turtles... ya hurd? Marti...I tell the familly that I have been reduced to 4 functions in life... 1. I carry stuff 2. I wait (wait on kids ...wait on wife)... I wait alot 3. I fix the broken shit 4. I drive... I drive everyone everywhere. Keep on keepin on.

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I am proud... but also selfish... I want more of him and he wants less of me. Just part of life I guess.

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Camping is awesome. Great picts.. thanks for sharing.

Thanks guys.. some of you made me feel better.. some of you suck :P MQ ...I feel you my friend. I am not a cryer... but I have cried at his elementary graduation and his middle school graduation. And now this week I have been fighting it back when I think about him going to high school (insert danglerless comment here from bakon). I think he knows it though...he has been stuck to me like glue this week. Anyhows... maybe you are right Babs...I nned to think of the positives... the good stuff.

F Uck Thursdays.

52.... damn.

Bakon?

Nice job... triggers are everywhere. I though of it as building a wall. Like drinking was always a big trigger for me. Everytime I made it through and evening of drinking without a smoke...I put a brick up on my wall. As I continue to beat that trigger I continued to build my wall... until smoking while I was drinking was not even a thought (most times) because it was on the other side of my wall.. I could not even see it. I know that is kind of a wanker (that is for you foreigners) reponse... but it is the real stuff. Keep on keepin on.. it will only get easier.

F U C K... my production at work today is in the shitter... f ucking QT

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Got it...floppies... well don't got it.. not right now atleast. Thanks for helping out. We should have a translator forum.

Well if it helps... you look alot younger than 46.

PS. You guys are so much cheaper than a therapist.

and another thing... We went to the beach last week and we were playing in the water all week. We were boogie boarding every day. We would act like we were local surfers and talk all stupid and stuff. Who is going to act stupid with me when he is gone. The wife... hell she spends most of her time shaking her head at us now...can't imagine if I gave her the full stupid imature treatment. Can't act stupid around friends... got a rep to live up to :o I am not really ready to grow up... got alot of stupid to give.

WTF does that mean :)

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I know Bakon... I am being dangleless... but dammit.. you don't buy me flowers anymore... you come home late and dinner is ruined... what happened to us??? All kidding aside... I think it is the feeling that my life has centered around him for 15 years... everything I did had something to do with him. And now... he is needing me less and less everyday. And soon... poof he will be gone and in college. Then what... maybe I need a new hobby.

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So...I am having some real issues as of late. My youngest..and only natural child is a freshman in high school this year. He starts on Friday. I said something to Tiff via PM and then decided to share my pain with all to enjoy on this board. I am only 40 years old. Why does it make me feel like I am knocking on death's door because my baby is in high school. Is 40 too old to have another baby? Should I buy a porshe or ferrari to compensate? I still act pretty immature for my age too. So does that count for young? Maybe young at heart? I wonder if there is a forum for folks that are feeling too old. Please help me out of my fetal position...I need to get some work done.

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