October 14, 20169 yr I had bought a jacket and scarf and had a coca cola earlier. I sat front the smokerroom. "I want one, let do it just one..." "F*ck it, why not one?! Who is the boss here? I can smoke whenever I want." JEEEEESH!!! The junkie thinking, more sugar balances the diet but the soda surely, as at first gve a huge craving. I said; 'NOPE!' **** off ! Almost threw away my almost one month!!! SJEEESH!!!! Oh - yeah I remember finding eatable cigs last night in my dreams, chewing on them WFT? This quit is so different then the other ones. I do not light one, not even in my dreams, but I've had craves last week often. I have to remember HALT too!!!! Always be alert!!!
October 14, 20169 yr Why where you in the smoker room? Your a beautiful non smoker...oh the mind games... Well done EV...for telling that monkey to do one... Stay on your guard...always...
October 14, 20169 yr Well done to not following it through... Pain when it happens, I can remember, but even sweeter a few hours later when you didn't throw away your beautiful quit.
October 14, 20169 yr Sure you can smoke, but where would you be in ten years? When I finish imagining that...I pass on the smoke. As we age the currents we swim against become stronger. Meanwhile if you smoke, you're swimming with a frikkin' boat anchor.
October 14, 20169 yr I wasn't IN the smoker room. I sat next to it lol Oh..ok sweetie i was going to say..stay the hell out of there...x
October 14, 20169 yr Why where you in the smoker room? I have to ask the same thing. Why are you in the smoker room ? Did you have an orgasm ?
October 14, 20169 yr I wasn't IN the smoker room. I sat next to it lol That is semantics. You hang around the playground long enough, you WILL eventually play with the toys. Stay away.
October 15, 20169 yr Author NOPE! I hang around with the neighborhood walk in for cofee etc, they still have a smokers room - does THAT explain it :P
October 15, 20169 yr It does...lol... Just be on your guard...when you go in there...you know smokers will be around... If in doubt...stay out..I'm a poet....
October 15, 20169 yr NOPE! I hang around with the neighborhood walk in for cofee etc, they still have a smokers room - does THAT explain it :P Yes. That explains it. But if it's too much of a temptation..... don't play. You're doing great. Keep protecting your quit with everything you have.
October 17, 20169 yr If you've been smoke free for a month you should be able to smell the smokers as they come and go with your new and improved honker. One whiff of the dark side and you should lose interest in that crap.
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