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The nicotine patches did help build my starting ramp, however after falling a sleep a couple of times with them and having sleep paralysis, it suddenly didn't become fun.

However I know it's for the better, it happened because it was a revelation to what I really had to do, I'm able to do it on my own and that's all I have to care about, the nicotine levels are starting to drop to their lowest as I'm on my second day, so 1 more day and I should be clean.

I love my new self and while I'm able to feel this love I will fight this addiction as well as help others fight it.