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Well I just wanted to browse and see how everyone is doing. It looks like the quit train is doing well. There are lots of new members. I gave up my quit in April and I have not tried to quit again. Being here though - reading all the posts makes me wonder if I should try again. I am not afraid to try to quit again I think the stressful part is I am setting myself up for failure because I don't believe I am going to do it. I am lying to myself and I don't want to tell anybody I am quitting because I have been there and done that and when people see me smoking they are like I though you quit? I just let everybody down including myself. Can I do this? Do I have the courage and the strength? Determination? I don't know.

So I'm sitting at my desk at lunch and eating an almond joy. I just love them. I love chocolate. Needless to say, my weight is still the same as well.. too much. Not going up, though. Yay. Anyway, I am so happy to be smoke free today. I am going through the process of moving homes. My landlord decided to sell the house we (my family) rent. She didn't tell us and whamo, a bit over 3 weeks to move. What the?!?! Anyway, I had a freak out, I almost smoked but then I didn't. I know by now that it wouldn't solve anything, just make me feel worse. I used the tools I have learned from you people and am still smoke free! Can I have a "hallelujiah"! Signed a lease on another place and will be moving at the end of the month. I am going to buy a house in the next 2 years if it kills me. I've been comin' round these parts since November of 2011 and I have 28 days today. Sometimes it frustrates me. Boooooo! Of course, I know that as long as I don't smoke today, it will all be OK. I can deal with tomorrow, tomorrow. (((hugs to all of you)))