May 17, 201412 yr Yesterday, while driving home, I had one of those sudden craves come out of nowhere. I thought well, who's to stop me if I buy a pack, and smoke just that ONE to satisfy this urge? And of course I knew, without a doubt, that I'd smoke 3 or 4 in the first hour, and then desperately look for a time/place where I could SNEAK SMOKE the rest of the pack. And then buy another pack tomorrow... and another the next day... and so on and so on.... So, I just went home. Smoke free and happy. :-)
May 17, 201412 yr Way to go! It's safe to say at this point in your quit, it's not a crave. Just some leftover, stored away junkie thinking. Good job kicking it to the curb!!! No such thing as one--and even that one isn't what the brainwashing wants us to believe. NOPE
May 17, 201412 yr Author At this point in my quit, I KNOW there's no such thing as "just one". Even I, hard-core addict that I am, can't fool myself into believing THAT, ever again....:-D
May 18, 201412 yr Some times I too get the junkie whispering in my ear. Usually it is how I can be a social smoker and smoke occasionally while drinking. Lies.
May 18, 201412 yr It is weird when a thought - refuse to call it a crave cos it isn't - sneaks up on you from no-where- and I still get them. The good news though - for any newbies or lurkers reading this - is when those thoughts happen- they become easier and easier to recognise and reject !
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