I have had a couple smoking dreams last week, Now last night i must say the real dreams started, These ar the dreams one can feel the smoke in the lungs and   Taste the tabaco.   This time I was not startled when I woke up, It was AHA I know you.  I am starting to get lazy at times and then a dynamo when something aroses me,   I have been able to contrl most of my emotions, especially the anger and irritability,  Its the suden leak that gushes from my eyes that catch me by surprise and that is when I am ussually alone.  I'll be in my truck in the drive way collecting my stuff and a song that brings the forth the flood.

I wont try to stop it, I figure that it has been a long time since my eyes have been beluged with soft water. 

In a couple more weeks the trigger should be mostly disarmed and the cravings should be not much more than dreams.  In this quite place is where I must be digalent, I need to arm my self with mental ammo to combat the soft low guesturing that it is OK now, the you proved you could walk away thoughts, the  you can have one.  Yes in this silence I will need to be prepaired. 

While you sleep your cilia are scrubbing the tar and nicotine off which stimulates your sense of taste and smell.

 

 

 

You are doing really great, Opah.

It is really cool to watch you build a sturdy quit

and to see you jump in and be an important part of community.

I am so happy you are here.

 

Your emotions can be all over the place

while you return to your original human state.

Water your eyes, they will grow.

Try and understand your anger, it will dissipate

 

Remember how much fun you had last weekend ?

Imagine yourself back in your sanctuary.

 

 

 

The next couple of weeks are going to be Honey do weekends. the the 8th, 9th and 10th The wife and I will be up at the Refuge.

It will be so nice, a little work to do but mostly just us Being sloths, waking up Late, eating breakfast at noon.     Yes it will be nice

Lol..O....I never had a smoking dream ,I never slept much ...I can only imagine how weird that would feel...

Thankfully you were only dreaming ...

Sounds like peaceful times ahead ....brilliant....I'm jealous ....breakfast at noon...magic !!!!

I told the nicotine habit to go F... itself about 16 months ago. AND I still get smoking dreams. Like a couple nights ago i dreamed my room mate and i were working on her car and I found a cigarette in the garage and smoked it. In the dream though, I found some way to control the crave so i only wanted to smoke every few days.

But in reality we know how THAT works - "just one" sets off the habit pretty quick again.

 

15 hours ago, Doreensfree said:

Lol..O....I never had a smoking dream ,I never slept much ...I can only imagine how weird that would feel...

Thankfully you were only dreaming ...

Sounds like peaceful times ahead ....brilliant....I'm jealous ....breakfast at noon...magic !!!!

 

You know all the things we imagine and wish it were like to smoke? Like it is harmless, tasty, and all that? In smoking dreams, it really is.

Like my sister put it - "the satisfaction of smoking but without any of the consequences".

Edited January 30, 20197 yr by Jet Black