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-13 I don't want a sour aftertaste in the victory.

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I am sending thoughts of safe driving towards hubster. And that is all the good luck I am wishing you!

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You're just not gonna let me walk away, are you?

Well, I think we all understand that. Quitting takes time, and it's not usually "over" as fast as we'd hope. The good news is that it absolutely does get better and better until it's gone, but you're not there yet. I remember being where you are, and it was hard, but it started getting a lot better over the next month or so. As far as the dreams went, I *still* get the odd one even now, but I have mixed feelings about them - I hate the wave of guilt, but I love the relief that I haven't really smoked. Are you really not feeling better at all? Or just not as completely better as you'd hoped? Don't be too hard on yourself, and celebrate every victory as it comes, and soon this will all be like some strange unreal dream that you remember with a chuckle. FWIW I think you're doing a fantastic job, and before you know it you'll be explaining all this to some other new quitter who just needs to give it a bit more time, and hang in there.

20!! little bit of deja vu there

18 you're here now, that's all that matters