June 28, 201412 yr Well in the throws of redecorating the "nico-den". Man it's all kinds of dire and awful. I think all early quitters ought to come here or clean a wall and look at what they were putting in their bodies!! I feel so ashamed of what I was. While most of you normal lot were out in the garden or garage I smoked in my kitchen (my mums lounge was basically the attached dining room) and well, it's vile!! My Mum has my nice clean lounge as she can no longer do stairs. Too poorly now but over a week clean and free from cigs which has really helped her breathing and coughing so much! I could not be happier. So I have a dining room as a lounge now, primer is up across both rooms and ceilings are painted. Walls to go. We are almost free of 2nd and 3rd hand smoke here. It makes me smile :) My moods are still a little up and down, however my quit is as secure as it always was. I truly do not want this vile stuff anywhere near me or mine today or ever again. Once upon a time "forever" scared me, now I utterly embrace it, even through the odd craving thought which angers me more than takes me if I'm honest. So different to my Mums week 2 quit. It all looks very raw and harsh there...my quit is no longer like that. My advice if you're newer or quitting again (I did that a ton of times from July to this March's quit)...hold on!! I can see the light at the end of the tunnel here!! x
June 28, 201412 yr Hey Marti You know that you are a total dude, right? Just to be open... You Quit. SO then quit too. Mum, long term, scared smoker has also quit... What colour you painting?
June 28, 201412 yr Author Magnolia kid here :) Putting aubergine with it so it needs to be light. I still think it's amethyst but apparently it's aubergine :) With Anne Stokes Art and cushions, I adore that stuff :)
June 29, 201412 yr Magnolia kid here :) Putting aubergine with it so it needs to be light. I still think it's amethyst but apparently it's aubergine :) With Anne Stokes Art and cushions, I adore that stuff :) When it's finished - we want pictures ;)
June 29, 201412 yr Author haha, It took me a month to get a picture up. Someone clever will have to do it for me from facebook :) It will take a few months though, money and time to do it. x
June 29, 201412 yr Yay go Marti all the pieces of the puzzle starting to slot together happy for you and mum give her a hug from us and tell her she gets a cyber pat on the back from the forum lol she'll get a kick out of that ;)
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