7 April

Another day on the train.  Woo Hoo!                       Sometimes I remember I don't smoke and am surprised.

Still getting the occasional expected and occasional unexpected craving.  Barely, evening NOPEing myself.   Just moving along to the next thought.   What a gift!!!

Been feeling untethered and a decided lack of purpose  ... I'm sure many are finding their way with  similar feelings.    So scared for so many people.  Desire for information and  understanding... don't think either are forthcoming.

Have decided if I am smoke free, living actively,  connecting as best I can with those I love and offering an ear and  eye ... I am living with purpose.     Have a sense  social distancing will be going on for most of this year.... and take much longer to find a new operating normal for many areas of society.   

Sure hope I learn something and am aware of it.

Be safe people.  BE BOLD in LOVING on your peeps.  Offer endless gratitude to those putting themselves in harms way.