I failed, again. I have requit, it has been 5 days. I'm feeling a bit down, on myself in general as well as because I continue to fail at quitting smoking. I start off great, but I know my big trigger is driving on the interstate, which I've been doing a lot of lately. Something in me just feels almost like it is a requirement that I smoke when I do those kinds of drives. I dont' even think about it, I stop and buy cigarettes and start puffing away in those situations. When I just stay home, and go to work, I am absolutely able to handle quitting. Not feeling to great about myself right now, but I honestly do want to keep not smoking. I wish that the cravings would just go away, leave me be, let me live my life without them there, without the cigarettes there.