arielariana

Hi. My name is Lisa. I feel like I'm losing my mind a little. I quit smoking 11 years ago, and did not take a single puff until about a 15 months ago when I just went out and bought a pack of cigarettes. Then I turned to vaping, so I wouldn't smoke and got hooked on that for about 5 months. To quit that, I started chewing gum and got so addicted to that, I was spending up to 300 a month. That went on for about 9 months. I finally decided to quit that cold turkey, next thing I know, I was buying cigarrettes again. Now, I'm on the patch, but it's so stupid because I still smoke here and there (had three this morning, sucks!) The patch helps, but only to an extent. At the same time, I'm trying to get over an eating disorder. Smoking helped with food issues, and now the food issues get worse as I quit smoking. So, yeah, I'm feeling a little crazy these days. Thanks for reading.