Warrioringthrough

But honestly earlier I felt like chain smoking a pack... It's crazy how it comes out of the blue.

Omg! Fancy yesssss! Army!!! Catfish!!! Thank you all I needed that so so much!! I was really weak. That made me cry, sunny about the Christmas. Very deep. You guys gave me a gift that's priceless another day smoke free thank you all so much!! Incredible people!! Sending the biggest hug ever sent to all of you. And besides everything else I never want to go through those first few days again!! Insanity!!! Love you all !

Ugh it's my 4 month anniversary and I just want to smoke so bad!! I gained a ton of weight, I feel gross and miss smoking more then ever why!!!! Ugh

It's so hard but we can all do it together, I just made a month smoke free, and this week I've wanted to smoke more then ever but I'm fighting it with my everything, it's unbelievable but two of my closest nonsmoking friends started smoking just when I quit, and say too bad we can't have one together you tortured me to sit out in the cold for years with your cigarettes, I have to say it's not a bonding prop! And why the hell did you start! Truth is, if something has us this by the balls why give in to it so the hold stays strong, we have to keep cutting the lifeline until there are no more left, cause it's sad to be so controlled by a lousy cigarette, I mean through this quit I've cried over these damn things and felt mental. Don't give in!! And have to start the withdrawal all over again, you don't want that... Have a lollipop !!! Stay strong we are all here for you!!

Thanks for all the support really helps

All of You guys rock !!! All my love... Thanks so much... I'll keep warrioring through :) nothing worth it is easy...

Thanks so much, your all right! I had a weak moment. i asked my friend to give me one to hold, that's why I had it. It smelled gross, even felt gross in my hand, unnatural, that's how I know I'm no longer a smoker. It's true I'm being reborn as a nonsmoker retraining my habits after 20 years of the motion of smoking. its a process. I feel better today. Yesterday was my dads birthday I think that played a roll.

I held one in my hand, but I said nope! Ugh I hate this addiction.

I want one so bad, but I know I don't, and it will be gross and I'll be mad I broke my progress of a whole month!!

Hey guys, I made it through, but it's still lingering. I feel so ravenous today and nothing is forfilling. It's been a ruff crave day. Thanks for all your support.

I just want to smoke so bad for some reason, nothing is for filling this anxious feeling I have all of a sudden. It's been a month now, it's the strongest crave yet.... Ughhhh ... I'm even having a hot flash... It's killing me ... Help!!

I love the encouragement thank you so much it helps more then I thought because I know you all know exactly how I feel! I really feel amazingly accomplished and powerful to go off and accomplish anything... It's amazing the glimpse into how life changing this really is... As a smoker we think it's just a cigarette, but Its really life and death even in a metaphysical way I feel more alive inside... I can't wait til a year goes by... It's nice not being afraid of no smoking establishments and wondering where I can sneak and smoke if I can leave a venue during to go smoke...doing my best ... Committed to lighting up the world, not another cigarette :)

Today was the first day I didn't crave anything all day at work and didn't feel anxious to want to go out for the motion of smoking, I worked out was so excited now I'm in a baddddd crave... ughhhhh the ups and downs are crazy, it's insane how by the balls smoking had me and is trying to still have me but I'm saying nope but I'm craving ughhhh

Thank you all so much, means so much to me! Celebrating all of you as well! High five to all !!! We're doing it!!

Evelyn!! You have 8 months!! Your fabulous! One of the greatest triumphs one can have is taking their life into their own hands and running the show, not a box of glorified wicks of cancer we think are our friends and will comfort us they are not our friend they only bring us down!! Stay strong, sending good vibes and love out to you darling!