Nov-26-2013

I never believed anyone that after you quit you have dreams about smoking. However, last night I had the strangest dreams. there were two murders I was witness too and the last one was right before I woke up and was extremely brutal what was happening. Normally this stuff will wake me up, so weird. but in the middle of the two I had a dream I was at work, I believe, and i was trying to get someone to give me a cigarette...someone I didnt know, because I was quit in my dream and I didn't want my friends to find out so I didnt want to ask for their cigarettes. Finally I get one and I am smoking it and I see people I know and I am smoking while trying to hide behind someone. such a weird feeling waking up after that.

I dont know if its because I had a bad weekend followed by hearing something about someone that really pi$$es me off yesterday and smoking was on my mind...or if it was just some weird random dream.