It's been awhile since I stopped by. I am feeling wacky and grateful these days. I had a serious lapse of reason last month sometime.
Bought a pack of cigarettes and smoked one. One of those wildly effed up moments when it makes sense to just make things worse. Turns out I don't smoke. It was awful and I smoked less than half the cigarette. Gratefully, my husband had already tossed the pack.
Have not thought much about it since. Wondering if I will hold on to my freedom in the future.
Building a solid quit takes commitment to nope. Maybe I am not always committed. Haven't changed my ticker.... maybe I will.
At any rate... pretty sure I discovered I don't smoke. Have no desire to at the moment.
Hoping you all are finding your way in freedom and having much laughter and love in your lives.