It's Wednesday, April 24, 2019 8:00 p.m., and I just put out my last cigarette and this one really was my last one. I mean, come on, what am I waiting for? Do I want to smoke for the rest of my life? That is the only alternative to quitting. And I am sick of quitting! I just need to get it over with already.
I am very educated on the subject of addiction. So why did I go back to smoking after being a happy non-smoker for two years? I have no logical answer to that question. Maybe I will never figure it out. Maybe I don't need to figure it out. Maybe the best thing I can do is to just make sure that I never make that mistake again!