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crawling.


nervousnellie

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i feel like i am crawling right now, but soon i will be running!

 

so far what i am feeling is like i am going to rip my skin off still. i've also been feeling as if i am gritting my teeth throughout the day [even with gum in my mouth] or clinching my jaw together. i am wondering if that is something that is normal, which i'm sure it is.

 

today the husband and i went out for a bit and it was hard walking around shops with people outside of them smoking, not going to lie. i wanted to rip one out of their pack and run and light it with two sticks!

 

i wish there was more to update here, but honestly the last couple of days have been rough and my head has been up in the clouds somewhere. i am still trying to maintain and keep as busy as i possibly can, but i feel like i have run out of things to do. my house is completely organized from top to bottom, though. i do need to jump on the pantry and get it sorted so maybe i will do that this evening.

 

here is my update, blog. i still am feeling like absolute poo! but i know god doesn't give me more than i can handle. and i know that my body is an amazing and powerful thing, and will continue to push through as best i know how.

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Sounds pretty much normal for early days - it's like nothing you have ever had to do but, it will not last like that for long so ..... embrace it.

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Every day ..is taking you close to freedom....

Take it one minute at a time if need be...

Give yourself a big pat on the back..what your achieving is Amazing.!!!!

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Gotta crawl before you can walk! You have got this, every thing that you mentioned is common and it passes. It sucks for now but it will subside.

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Every day is a victory nellie.  Be sure to acknowledge the wonderful benefits you're realizing despite feeling like poo.

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Thus too shall pass! I've said trillions of times! I can so relate! I too have the high anxiety crude & it's awful! Absolutely horrible! You'll get through & when you do, pull me along please! Hang in there, it will get better, I've been told...

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